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hercules and love affair - painted eyes
31 Jan 2012 / 1 note
this makes it really hard to think about moving
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30 Jan 2012 / Reblogged from mfs with 18 notes
santogold - anne
…the more i try the more it gets complicated…
29 Jan 2012 / 0 notes
It was mostly a sad thing whenever they had sex. Not at the time, always, but after, definitely. She resented him and how he made her feel, and he tried not to think about how she made him feel. He mostly tried not to feel, at all. He figured if he could keep a healthy distance from her in every way except with his body, he’d be fine, and so would she. She knew this was what he did, and was mostly okay with it, except for on the days she missed him, which thankfully, wasn’t every day. He wasn’t everyday. And that was the very reason why she resented how he made her feel, which was loved. The first time they had sex, he’d told her over and over again that he loved her and she hadn’t been able to say it back. He came inside her and she didn’t say anything at all, but she cried when she had to leave. The last time they had sex was almost exactly the same as the first. In fact it was identical except they were both many years older and significantly more cynical, and twice as scared, and certainly both of them were very, very stupid. On some days she lays her hands on her body and wishes he was hers and hers alone. Other days she looks at her heart and wishes she had never known him at all. He can’t decide what he wishes for, so thinks it best to stick to how things are and the reality of the situation is that she will never be his. He doesn’t think so anyway, he’s never asked about it but can’t bear to hear whatever answer she has because it will either complicate things or complicate things more. They are both rather confident that no one has loved them the way they love one another. They aren’t sure what it means, but they’re afraid to make it stop and so it might be very true that neither of them will ever be loved by anyone else the same way again. It’s a hurtful, aching, terrible love so that’s probably for the best. (via therealkatiewest)
29 Jan 2012 / Reblogged from therealkatiewest with 118 notes
New York Times: Advice on Finishing With No Regrets (via quickandcurious)
29 Jan 2012 / Reblogged from pinkhotel with 777 notes